New marker!

Trying something different today with the drawing..

Working with a circle boundary first, and drawing shapes inside..then added some outside just because I felt it needed it. The result is rather pleasing, kind of a leafy dreamcatcher..

At the doctor's office today

Might as well do something constructive while I wait at the walk in clinic..

I actually like this one

The discipline has been difficult for me at best, but I'm really trying to stick to it. Having the flu hasn't been helping, but I'm determined. This one isn't half bad..

Need to do some serious thinking

Gotta figure out what I want and focus on it. What I REALLY want, what I want to do, how to get there.. It's not easy. And I don't think it's gonna get any easier any time soon. But somehow I have to sort if all out. I'm just not even sure how to start..

Losing focus

Feeling frustrated today, overwhelmed and a lot of futility. So, nothing new in my life, everything sucks as per usual..

Did I mention I don't like writing titles?

Or even here.... It's about the zentangle ...

Missed posting yesterday.

Very sick, today's feeling much, well, somewhat better.

Definitely not feeling well

Scratchy thought, kept me awake, having trouble with concentration. The zentangle today took quite a while to finish.

Think I'm getting a cold

Woke up this morning still sore, and now throat really bad.. Head deals rally big..ughh

Sunny Saturday

Scratchy throat this morning.. Oh well, still have to do lots of work today. Finish an illustration, work on a web site, get approval for a logo and work on an app...nothin to it!

Feb 14

Back and left shoulder still really bugging me. Can hardly move. Left arm continually going numb..

Paper's better

For whatever reason, drawing with old fashioned paper and pen feels better than the iPad. Not that I don't love drawing on my ipad, but for these meditations, somehow, it feels better pen to paper.. Go figure..

Another grey day

Rainy, weird sky this morning

Snowed like hell the other day. Today rain and freezing rain with a weird colour sky. But we haven't screwed up the environment .... Ya right....

Switching it up

Using old fashioned pen and paper today. Feel like I have more line control. Although I'd like to use ipad, there is something to be said for that feel of marker on paper that is lacking electronically. Plus there's the visual cue thing, where I put my stylus down is not exactly where you yout the pen down because of the size of the stylus tip. Need a finer point like on my Wacom tablet, where its more like real drawing..

Sunny snowy day

Thinking of green

Getting tougher to follow through

Last couple of days have been difficult for many reasons. It's been especially difficult to maintain this practice because of it. Every day for the past few it would have been very easy to say fuck it, i don't feel like this. What's the point anyway. Everything is so messed up. But I'm trying to keep a promise to myself, trying to at least have one thing that I can count on in my life right now. They may not be great, but at least I am following through on my word so something can have meaning..

Titles are hard

And I'm not sure they mean anything in the context of what I'm trying to accomplish here..

Better day

Black, black black.

Scratchy sunrise

Hand bothering me today. That's going to make for interesting work. Going a bit numb. And I can feel my impatience rising. Oh well gotta work through it. I have a drawing to finish and a web site to mock up today.

Sunday Sunday

Groundhog Day

Today's zentangle brought to you by the grey colours of the morning.

Feeling like crap today

And the zentangle reflects it......